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Christmas Time

is here...already.
SO WEIRRRDDD it doesn't feel even close to being Christmas time.
uhmmmm I havent updated for a WHILE. this always happens. -_-
I am so hungry right now...
i cant wait till i devour that lasagna (did i spell that right??--too lazy to look online)
omgggg. so frakin hungry.

anyway.
today is Christmas eve.
i played tennis with few fun people.
and it was fun...a little chilly but fun. :)
I need I NEEEEEEEEDDDD to start getting in shape.
so...so sososososososososOSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOO out of shape. i am FAT. -_-
so many ROLLS. BIG HUGE FATTTYYY ROLLLSSS. sigh. its gotten waaaayy out of control.
school plus bf makes me so lazy and FAT. but i did well this semester!
WEEEEE~~~ it was a big surprise....cause i was border line...every class.
so dangerousssss. next semester i will work harder! not be border line!
i hate that feeling. so much pressure. -_-
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh we shall see.

uhm...
i dont like writing cards......unless its for like one person.
then i can deal with it...but it takes so much thinking to write a CARD.
sigh....but i LOVE LOVE LOVE receiving cards. hehe. :)
when i write cards...i like to make it meaningful and sometimes funny.
so i take a while when i write cards...theres nothing wrong with that.
:)

yeahhhhhhhh uhm this is it for now.
i need to keep up with new posts.
OKAYYY I WILLL OKAY OKAY OKAYYY
GOT IT.
:D

have a merry Christmas everyone!
hug your friends and families~

Happy One Month ♥

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

im studying for stupid art history test right now..
but i guess i decided to take a break and update~
and i realized it is my one month!! heheheheee
good job for chris&jimin~! :D

yayyyy
i want french toast from r.j thomas omgahhh.
im so sleepy right now.
but i must persevere! and keep memorizing shiz. ugh.

okayy
i hope i can update more.
sighh schools almost over.
this sucks..
im going to have to work my ass offffffff starting this moment.

i can do thisssssssssssssssss.
YEAHHHHHHH.
kk fighting everyone! :)

But Darlin'

You are the only Exception....
-----song by Paramore
but after i watched one episode of Glee i fell in love with this songg!!!
so obsessedd, cant stop listening to it..
on replayy for forever.
but i dont care.
I LOVE IT!

makes me want to care for someone. :)

but anyway every time i have the chance to sleep early, i dont.
ahhhhhh i was supposed to sleep at the latest by midnight..
but uploading pics tagging editing took longer than i thought.
and now i am up updating this blog.
its all good. :)

today. well (ohmygosh i dont know how to spell technically) WOOOWWW took me like frekin 6 times...sigh this is sad.
BUT ANYWAYYYY--- yeah on oct 2nd- sat- was a RESTLESS but an AWESOME day. :)

how many caught?! 153!!!!
whos in the house?! 153!!!!!!!!
whos gunna win?!!!! 153!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-- YOU KNOW!!!!!!

hahahhaaa our lil cheer for our fg.
i liked it alot.
today was so much fun. :)
so tiring....i was put in like 5 or 6 events...
got wet. got dirty.
EXHAUSTED and HUNGRY.
butttt every moment was so memorable.
i dont know i really loved cheering, even for other teams.
it pumped me up--excited for every second of journey bowl!
met cool awesome new people--esp from fg! love my fg!!! alll myyy roommates are in it. hahaha.
yeah i recently started to go to fg for jca.
i think i like it. heeehehehee.

and then after journey bowl----> 철기시대!!! hehehe
and we ate like monsters....
and THENNNN me mingie and sharon had to go to sushi kiku.
gno for vball~ even though it was not as successful cause of us three..oopss lol
it was a good meeting just coming up with awesome cheers -I MADE THE CHEERS! yeahhhh~~~
and just chillaxinggg eating awesome desert yeah.

today...i mean yesterday
was restless.

but being busy is always better than not doing anything..right?
right. :)

some pics from journey bowl. HOOORAAHH!!! :D

Ummmmm.

soooo probably nobody reads my blog anymore cause i stopped blogging for a WHILE.
heheh MYYYY BAAAAADDDD. but i think i will continue this bloggingg thing.
so yeah. whatever.

ANYWAY it is late. well kinda. but i am SOOOOO ENERGIZEDDDD LIKE I FEEL LIKE ITS THE WEEKEND AND IM LIKE SUPER DUPER EXCITEDDD. i wanna do something active...like play soccer or tennis. RIGHT NOW.
but its too lateee...this sucks... :(

gawd this song 'KNOCKOUT'- which not alot of people like---by lilwayne hahhaa so weird...he actually sings... but anyway this song is like my pump up song..workout song. OH MY GOSH i want to work out.
i am super out of shape, havnet worked out in so long....man
i think i will stop being so lazy and actually start hittin the gym~
:)

weeeeeeeeee. just awesomee.
i wish i had all this energy all the time...
welll maybe not people would be OVERWHELMED by me....hehehe

anyway i should shower....didnt..from vball practice.
i love vball now~ :D i hope i can get better and frekin serve overhand consistently.
aghhhhhhhhhhh must practiceeeee.
hm hm hm what should i do now...im certainly not going to bed....
maybe watch gumio....heheheee

anyway i realized my life is a bore right now...
just doing studio shiz. seeing studio people...i mean i love them esp jina lee. HEHEHEHE MY LOVE! :D
BUT still i have other friends who i need to frekin catch up withhhh.
ughhhhhh cant wait till the weekend.

i want to eat lunch or dinner with diverse people...
sooooo i decided to not be lazy and make time for people.
set dates.
and actually go out and eat.
anybody wanna eat with meee??? hehehe.

okay well not rele anything to tlk much about..
but this app on iphone makes me wanna get the iphone so FREKIN MUCH.
----푸딩 camera.
OHHHH MAHHHH GATTTT SO COOOOLLLLLL.

두비루비두랍퐈

사랑을 아직 난 몰라서
더는 가까이 못가요
근데 왜 자꾸만 못난
내 심장은 두근거리나요

난 당신이 자꾸만 밟혀서
그냥 갈수도 없네요
이루어질 수 도 없는 이 사랑에
내 맘이 너무 아파요

하루가 가고 밤이 오면
난 온통 당신 생각뿐이죠
한심스럽고 바보 같은 날
어떻게 해야 좋을까요

마음이 사랑을 따르니
내가 뭘 할 수 있나요
이루어질 수도 없는 이 사랑에
내 맘이 너무 아파요

두비루비두랍퐈 두비루비두랍퐈
두비루비둡 두비루비둡 두비루비두랍퐈
두비루비두랍퐈 두비루비두랍퐈
두비루비둡 두비루비둡

하루가 가고 밤이 오면
난 온통 당신 생각뿐이죠
한심스럽고 바보 같은 날
어떻게 해야 하나요?

내 아픔이 무뎌져 버릴 날이
언제쯤 내게 오긴 할까요
한심스럽고 바보 같은 날
어떡해 하란 말인가요

달빛이 너무나 좋아서
그냥 갈수가 없네요
당신 곁에 잠시 누워 있을게요
잠시만 아주 잠시만
-----

daydreammmm~
i hope someday i can like someone like this.... :)
sighhh.
k back to studying.

To Jack...

Sorry- pretty darn late entry for your birthdayyy
SO SORRY BABY yahhh~~
forgive me.

BUT HAPPY BELATED 20th BIRTHDAY.
hmmm....its been about 3 or 4 years since i have met you
thanks too moonys birthday party. :)
I remember, clearly, you were so into me. HEHEHE.
it was like love at first sight....i swear it was fate...WE WERE SO MEANT TO BEEEE OMGASHH. :D
anyway i am very thankful -you have no idea- to have such a fun sized friend like you. HAHA jk but srlsy what would i do without my jacklynnn~~ hehehhe i love everything we do....even if its just laying on your bed....keke. HEHE.
I cant believe you are 20...and an upperclassman...thats so...thats tooo weirdddd. WTFREK MAN.
but i cant wait! YOU DRIVE NOW OMGAHSSSHSHSHSHS. now you can visit me...at tech and i can sleepover at your new awesome place! woooo~ anyway the point isssss you are growing up way too fast lil woman!
now all you need is a bf!! who i can approve... ofcourse. :)
i cant wait to make more AWESOME and LOVELY memories with you baby.
사랑해~

GUESS WHO's BACK~

all the crazy shit I did tonight
those will be the best memories
I just wanna let it go for the night
that would be the best
therapy for me

Hmmm

HI! :)
it still hasnt hit me yet....but ill be soon out of the US and in the airrr on the way to the mother land! weeeeeee~~~ oh dang my contacts are super dry....can stop squinting! ><
heheheeee.

well ill miss everyone!
hahaa maneee listening to cute songs make me want someone. sigh.
im not desperate****fyi. :)
BUT sometimes i guess i do want a someone..special~~ heheee.
maybe ill meet someone in korea..HAHA SIKE.

i should sleeep soon............
im hungry. i want WAHO.
um um um umm...
i feel likes a zombie....
but yeah these are sum stufff i got from the american apparel thing.
really plain stuff- but i like. :)
is the studded belt weird?? lol i havent worn that since....uhhhmm middle school. HAHAHA.







aiighhhtt aiiighhtttttt.
IM OUT!!- PCE ATL.

Lalalala~

Something to daydream about.... hehe. :)





1) 이선균
2) 장근석
3) 김현중
4) 공유- fav♥

오 마이 갓!
^-^

KOREA

in exactly seven days...
OHHH MYY GAWWWWWWSHHHHH.
i can not effin wait!- not just because of KOREA wellll thats most of it but also because i can GET AWAYYYY from my crazy psyco momm!!! ohhh myy goodnesss! I CANT WAIT I HATE STAYING HOMEEE.
freeeedom.
but yeah-
my mom flipped a shidang last night...
and grounded me...well kinda.
i have a frekin curfew and i am in college. -_-;;
at first my she was like YOU COME HOME LATE EVERYY NIGHTT BLABLABLABLA YOU CAN'T SEE ANYONE FROM NOW ON TIL KOREA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my mouth: nae. my head: HAHA CHYYYEAAAHHHH RIGHTTTT.
GAWWWWWD. cant wait til korea.
cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait!!!!!!!
sigh if only i could teleport.....

anyway...i should start packing for korea....
hmm..maybe ill make a list here later so i wont forget anything important..
weeee~ i hope i will have time to blog in korea. i hope i will! well i know for the first week ill be very very busy~
heheheheeeee. (:

SEM 2010

puts a smile on mah face. :)


















can't imagine life without you without you,
cause it's all for you, all for you.

YES!

for the BEACH!!! oh my goodness i cannot waitt!!!!!!!!
tomorrows weather will be HOT- i will be tannnnnn!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! :)

but pooo...for waking up early..like super early like 630..sigh.
i dont care. i cant wait till the beach.

BEACH BEACH BEACH BEACH BEACH on my mind~

dont care about anything else.

just wanna lay on the sand with my music in my ears~

AHHHHH!

yeah..way too excited.

NIGHT!

:)

-actually im not tired..
so i will continue with this post.

ummm...small things annoy me. myabe im being too sensitive.
but when im annoyed with someone or something ugh i just start thinking of all the mean things i could do and say.........if only i had the guts to do them......but that would be too mean.. behehheee.
sry- my mood just totally switched...i promise im not bipolar.
but yeah people i dont like...

- fake people
- people who think theyre the shiz
- inconsiderate people'

i think these three characteristics of people rele.........gets to me.
annoys the CRAP out of me.
and i wanna punch those people and just cuss them out.
i think thats one thing i wanna do before i die..haha.
wow- i sound so harsh and cruel.
but i dont care. mess with me i keel you.
HAHA jk.

okay im cooling down...
its the music.
music is great therapy...esp for angry and annoyed jimin.
yeah. one night i discovered new awesome artists and stayed up till 5am downloading alllll the songs i could possibly find. hehehehehee. its like i found something MEANT for meee!!! i LOVE this style of music- totally MY STYLE. like holy cow...so pleasing to my ears in every single way~
yeah i was rele happy that night. :)
now its helping me to cool down..
what would i do without you, music....
hehe♥

love love love:
sam ock!
dumbfounded.
manifest.

my playlist.
kekeke. :)

okay fine..i need to sleep.
its 3:21 am....i have to wake up in three hours..
EFF.

Goodmorning SunShine!

mm. I just woke up...
I dont know how I woke up because I slept around 5...talking on the phone with some insignificant fool. HAHAHA JK. :D but a good buddy of mine. I love catching up with people- talking and talking well...in this case..listening and listening. haha.

Woke up with a lot of thoughts..
Actually, I dont know what I am thinking............

I usually dont really think much when I write a new post, the typing just flows.
BUT maybe because it's morning...well actually that shouldn't matter because I've written many times...at very odd times of the day...but yeah why am I so much more conscious?!
possibly because all these thoughts going through my mind is so complicated yet...simple. I can't explain...well I guess if I really wanted to I could..buttttttt I dont wanna.
aghhh molla. Im too shy to write it on my blog. sorry.
:P
maybe later...hehe.
-
Friends are so important.
I think I have a pretty diverse groups of friends- which I dont mind at all~
Different perspectives, different influences....
SIGH i love my friends. :)
I think being with them makes me crazy...and sometimes too happy. teehehehe.
but sometimes I think about the future..I dont want to think about the future! but its inevitable.
and I know that at some point there will be a major change in my life.
and everyone will change too- because life happens.
yeah it's sad I guess...but you have to let go and sacrifice if you want to grow.
I DONT WANNA GROW UP!!!!!!!!
time goes by way too fast and I can't stop it
so might as well be ready..right?

wow this post is very vague- sorry.
ANYWAY,
I think I will start using twitter. I have not made one yet..but i willl soon!
Please add me.. follow me.. whatever it is. :)
I am actually in the process of making one now...I am using song titles for my usernames but every single one has failed.....gosh this is not supposed to take this longg!! -_-
finally found something nobody had as a username....I wanted it to be "unbrokencuriosity" BUT the whole thing doesn't fit..and "unbroken" was taken.....and so the final result is "unbrokenjimin" yeah sounds gay. but i dont care. :)
so TWEEET MEEE!!! (www.twitter.com/unbrokenjimin)
internet is so crazy! tweeting is crazy!
im hoping tweeting will benefit me somehow..haha.

so yeah this is my plan for my future...not exactly positive on the chronological order..BUT
i need to take summer school for one summer.
intern for one semester..don't know when.
and I want to do more study abroad!
I WANT TO TRAVEL!!!!
yeah life's too short to give up these awesome opportunities! :)
im excited.

my current desktop background:

hehehe makes me giggle. :)
so funny...thinking about this. I always talk to my girls about this subject...
"who do you think you're going to marry? what if it's someone we know right now.."
"EWWWWWWW" hhahahahaa.
♥

Awe I like this song: We're in Love by Kyle Christopher
I didnt even know this was in my iTunes..hmmm I love discovering new things! :D

YEAH YEAHHHH i know its summer..
but shouldnt be an excuse for my laziness.
SO starting today, i shall be more active. :)
&& i tried really hard in this blog to write all my "i"s capitalized..
but it's too hard...hahaha OH WELL~

oh yeah i am SUPER excited for the saehan em retreat!
off to the beach on sunday- be back on wednesday.

my mind is like ADD. oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh mah gash.

everyone have a great week! :)

So Dreamy~

This song that i am currently listening to (Aruarian Dance) is so dreammyyyy.
so chill.

pu ha ha it is currently 6:15 AM....
and i am blogging so time will go faster...
because i am waiting for woodies to open..
my last breakfast freshman year..with the roomie!! SO SAD.
:(

today will be a busy thursday..
eat breakfast. mmm mmm.
sleep.
go eat lunch with da sista and kev.
SHOP! not for me.....maybe...haha but for my baby girlll- GAEUN♥
get ready for birthday dinner.
get ready to move outtt.
and then HOME!

sighhh...kinda sad this year went by so fast..
went by WAYYYY TOO FASTTTT.
aweeeee!!!!! im gunna miss tech....minus CS.

-----anyway
so past few days even though i was finished with my finals on tuesday i went to the library..not to make people want to kill me but to make cards!!!! hehehehe. my year as an ID major has come to good use.. PU HA HA HA.
even though it was alot of time and effort i am VERY happy with the outcomes...the cards.....ARE AWESOMEEE!!!!!
hehehe i cant wait to give my mommy her mother's day card. :D weeeee~~!!!!

&&& i am determined to lose weight!
two major goals:
lose lower belly fat and get lines on my abs
lose fat on my legs..esp my THUNDER THIGHS. -_-

this is going to be tough!!
cusss i dont have a membership to a gym anymore....HEEENGG :(
but yes i cant wait till i get lean and toned again!
WOOOO!!!!

30 more min until breakfast...mmmmmmmmm.
:D

AHHHHHH!!!!! AH AH AH AH!!!!!

I AM FREEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! :D

wow. i've been waiting for this moment for few days..that seemed FOREVER!
done with CS!!!! hopefully.
gosh i dont know about how well i did on the exam, but GOD i just want to pass this class!!

well. technically i have an exam tomorrow- but i dont count it cus its just Korean~
TEEE HE HE HE HE HE.
i cannot believe this year is already OVER!
boo hooo. im not a freshman anymore.... oh so sad.
and next year i will be living at woodies south- this sucks.
BUT i will be living with the cutest people- im excited! :D
&& i will be taking my major classes! WOOOOO SUPER EXCITED!!

for past few weeks ive been fat and lazy.
so starting tomorrow i shall go work out! hehe cant waittt~~
or maybe ill start tonight...since im DONE! WWAHHHHOOOOOOOO!!!![
dang i sound so happy to be done with one year of TECH!- hehe cus i ammmm~
but there are things i will miss...
like the super fast internet! sigh.....home internet i have to stay at one corner of my room or else i will lose the connection..so sad.
I N D E P E N D E N T do you know what i meann manee?!
tin drum- which i HATED at first but i dont know after pangyang curry whatever its called i rele like it now. :)
roommate- SHARON YEDAM OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SNAP. hehehe. lav lav lav ♥ sry if i was a bad roommate. haha i remember when we were all worried about moving in together, but everything worked out. PERFECTTT~! teehehe.
and ofcourse- FRIENDS! hehe i guess i have met a quite interesting bunch this year. got to know many different people/ chill with diff groups. TEEEHEEEEHEEEEEE. :)
&& im sad for those who are graduating this year! hmph. and those who will graduate soon. :(
DONT LEAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! haha jk.

--yeahh. college is so different from high school. SO MUCH BETTER!!
study frekin hardy. and partyy harddyy ofcourse. ;)
he he he.
i feel like im interviewing myself. hahaha.
okay- i guess summer has kinda started for meee. even though its pouring outside...
today i got SOAKED up to my knees- feet wet, shoes wet, jeans wet...gross
please let it be sunnyyy soon~!

dang i really need to get a camera SOON.
WOOO WOOOO WUUUT WUUUTTTT WWHOOAAAHHHHHH HOOOO!

sry...got too excited. :D
well i gotta take a nap....so i can have energy to go back to the lib tonight..to study. NAHHHTT!!!
hehehehe. but i am going to make bday cards and mothers day card and do other busy work. HE HE HE.
those of you who still have finals (many of you) HA HA...dont hate... :P

ugh i was going to upload a bit of pics from this year...butttttt im lazy. TEEHEEE.

Day and Night

totally switched..
I AM NOCTURNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ughhh cant wait till monday finals are DONE and OVER with!

just few more daysssss....

고 고 씽 ~ !

lets sutdy hard till the end!

geeez.

why am i so sleepy.
i think sleeping more makes me sleepier...
yesterday was a FAIL- again- no studying no nothing completed at the lib.
my mistake for sitting with distracting people on 2nd floor.
so i PLANNED again to wake up early to study and get a project done..
but i woke up very late- slept for 12 hours- i dont know how i sleep so much.
im a snorlax- literally thats how i feel these days. FAT and LAZY!

sigh.

i can NOT concentrate!!
i guess there's a lot on my mind...school..food....future..pechakucha- a simple project I CANT FINISH because i am really really lacking focus right now like ZERO percentage of concentration- and more and more and more!
since i couldn't think of words to write for my project im blogging right now...

i want to read a book- i havent read a book in a while.
someone give me suggestions please.
i feel like my brain is too empty these days- like snorlax..
i need to feed my brain something!

i wish i knew what i want to do for my future.
maybe ill design furniture...small electronics...or even cars!
i dont know-
i should start digging in those design magazines and stuff that will inspire me!
i need motivation.. inspiration.

i wish i could just stop time-
relax, think, think a lot, organize, plan...plan? hm.
planning never works- i just gotta do it.
i need to stop wasting time.
time is too precious.
its CRAZY how freshman year already flew by...
its almost scary- how everyone is growing up! i have to grow up... :(

well whatevers ahead of me..
oh geez i cant even imagine-

yeah..i just need to trust and believe.

Dead Week

doesn't feel so dead..
well. at least not for me. (:
This week seems to the be the most chill week...at Tech it seems.
yesterday was definately THE laziest monday ever.
literally woke up ate and slept again...and then did nothing but chill, wear stupid school girl outfit for T4! hahaha. so lame. :)
Morning-
just in studio..
everyone is on their laptops, just chillin, not being productive.
Me- looking at old photos and young people's prom pictures. sigh. miss those days. :(

Dangit-
didnt get to finish this post cus i left studio early.
hehe i sneaked out. :)

but ANYWAY.
sheesh..another lazy day today.
i swear i was going to play tennis..and go to reciation.
but nope! instead chillin with puppies and mingie. DANGIT. -_-;;
my plans always fail....
i just hope i wont get food coma..i HAVE to start studying today!
but yeah so happyyy~ i dont know why.
ive been pretty giggly today...dont know whyyyy..

and weather is being crazy! wind. HAIL?! wth is going on.
i want the warm sunshine on me! NOW! it would help me be more energetic..give me more energy to study. woooo. and seriously..ONLY AT TECH- i saw some guy playing WOW (world of warcraft i think..) at the frekin library 2nd floor west..on his HUGE TV. yes..he brought his own huge tv...to play WOW at the lib. hahhaa..i dont understand, but frekin only at tech for sure. hahahaha.

hm. hope i study tonight. please help me to focus.
less than two weeks left. hehe I AM DONE on tuesday officially at 2pm.
oh gawsh. im so excited im about to pee my pants! HEHEHE sike.

happy early birthday to my vbang♥
bday dindin tom- cant wait. ;)