geeez.

why am i so sleepy.
i think sleeping more makes me sleepier...
yesterday was a FAIL- again- no studying no nothing completed at the lib.
my mistake for sitting with distracting people on 2nd floor.
so i PLANNED again to wake up early to study and get a project done..
but i woke up very late- slept for 12 hours- i dont know how i sleep so much.
im a snorlax- literally thats how i feel these days. FAT and LAZY!

sigh.

i can NOT concentrate!!
i guess there's a lot on my mind...school..food....future..pechakucha- a simple project I CANT FINISH because i am really really lacking focus right now like ZERO percentage of concentration- and more and more and more!
since i couldn't think of words to write for my project im blogging right now...

i want to read a book- i havent read a book in a while.
someone give me suggestions please.
i feel like my brain is too empty these days- like snorlax..
i need to feed my brain something!

i wish i knew what i want to do for my future.
maybe ill design furniture...small electronics...or even cars!
i dont know-
i should start digging in those design magazines and stuff that will inspire me!
i need motivation.. inspiration.

i wish i could just stop time-
relax, think, think a lot, organize, plan...plan? hm.
planning never works- i just gotta do it.
i need to stop wasting time.
time is too precious.
its CRAZY how freshman year already flew by...
its almost scary- how everyone is growing up! i have to grow up... :(

well whatevers ahead of me..
oh geez i cant even imagine-

yeah..i just need to trust and believe.