geeez.

why am i so sleepy.
i think sleeping more makes me sleepier...
yesterday was a FAIL- again- no studying no nothing completed at the lib.
my mistake for sitting with distracting people on 2nd floor.
so i PLANNED again to wake up early to study and get a project done..
but i woke up very late- slept for 12 hours- i dont know how i sleep so much.
im a snorlax- literally thats how i feel these days. FAT and LAZY!

sigh.

i can NOT concentrate!!
i guess there's a lot on my mind...school..food....future..pechakucha- a simple project I CANT FINISH because i am really really lacking focus right now like ZERO percentage of concentration- and more and more and more!
since i couldn't think of words to write for my project im blogging right now...

i want to read a book- i havent read a book in a while.
someone give me suggestions please.
i feel like my brain is too empty these days- like snorlax..
i need to feed my brain something!

i wish i knew what i want to do for my future.
maybe ill design furniture...small electronics...or even cars!
i dont know-
i should start digging in those design magazines and stuff that will inspire me!
i need motivation.. inspiration.

i wish i could just stop time-
relax, think, think a lot, organize, plan...plan? hm.
planning never works- i just gotta do it.
i need to stop wasting time.
time is too precious.
its CRAZY how freshman year already flew by...
its almost scary- how everyone is growing up! i have to grow up... :(

well whatevers ahead of me..
oh geez i cant even imagine-

yeah..i just need to trust and believe.

Dead Week

doesn't feel so dead..
well. at least not for me. (:
This week seems to the be the most chill week...at Tech it seems.
yesterday was definately THE laziest monday ever.
literally woke up ate and slept again...and then did nothing but chill, wear stupid school girl outfit for T4! hahaha. so lame. :)
Morning-
just in studio..
everyone is on their laptops, just chillin, not being productive.
Me- looking at old photos and young people's prom pictures. sigh. miss those days. :(

Dangit-
didnt get to finish this post cus i left studio early.
hehe i sneaked out. :)

but ANYWAY.
sheesh..another lazy day today.
i swear i was going to play tennis..and go to reciation.
but nope! instead chillin with puppies and mingie. DANGIT. -_-;;
my plans always fail....
i just hope i wont get food coma..i HAVE to start studying today!
but yeah so happyyy~ i dont know why.
ive been pretty giggly today...dont know whyyyy..

and weather is being crazy! wind. HAIL?! wth is going on.
i want the warm sunshine on me! NOW! it would help me be more energetic..give me more energy to study. woooo. and seriously..ONLY AT TECH- i saw some guy playing WOW (world of warcraft i think..) at the frekin library 2nd floor west..on his HUGE TV. yes..he brought his own huge tv...to play WOW at the lib. hahhaa..i dont understand, but frekin only at tech for sure. hahahaha.

hm. hope i study tonight. please help me to focus.
less than two weeks left. hehe I AM DONE on tuesday officially at 2pm.
oh gawsh. im so excited im about to pee my pants! HEHEHE sike.

happy early birthday to my vbang♥
bday dindin tom- cant wait. ;)

so happy i could die.

♥

Reminiscing

Tell me what you thought about when you were gone
And so alone
The worst is over
You can have the best of me
We got older
But we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

Best of Me: Starting Line

DANG this is an old song.

but still good. :)<3

reminds me of care-free, stress-free, such FREE life in....frekin delaware.

hahahaha.

Recently i've been listening to just chill cute songs. like black balloon and chocolate.

good good songs. :)

kpop is giving me a headache. -_-

ummmm...haven't updated in a while.

Recently--

i got hit on my cheek..by a fast moving ball while i was playing racket ball with the roommate. -_-

ugh. just broke my digital camera yesterday. T.T

i accidently dropped it on the ground..just once...and it wouldnt turn back on. laaaame.

hopefully ill get a new camera before korea! muhehehehe. :D

EVEN MORE UGHHHH!! i am catching the cold..again.

what the frek is wrong with me. The symptoms are kicking in- head feeling really....띠띠디.. coughing. sigh.

BUT, i must stay positive! :)

and i will be productive too!

Just three more weeks. WOW. i can't believe it......freshman year is already over. :'(

I can already feel summer. frek. I MUST NOT LOSE FOCUS until finals is done. so hard.

SERIOUS--

ugh. so hard to fight temptations in this world.

especially when you are in that environment, music is bumpinnn....everyone is having funnnnn...

and you're not. you want to stop, but at the same time you want to have fun too.

sigh. this is such a small thing...is it supposed to be this hard? maybe im just weak. -_-

AGHHHHH birthdays...are coming up. ohhhh jeebuzzz.

we'll see.

honestly. I feel like im going to give in. AHHHHHHHHHHH.

ugh i wish i was stronger.

at the library- hehehe :)

birthday boy for this week.

happy early birthday taek, cutie.

Where we Are

Hi.

........

My mind is blank right now.

But I'm loving the bright sunny weather. :)